the fear of judgment
So, I've been tryin' to start an instagram account for my artwork for ages now. Literally, years. But I'm too self-conscious, I'm too scared of people thinking I'm a delusional, untalented idiot. The weird thing is that I realized I don't really care what strangers would think, but care a lot about what friends and family would. Am I alone in this? Isn't that weird? Anyways, I decided to create the damn page and literally blocked more than 30 people so they will never find my profile hahaha (laughing nervously). I'm pretty sure that this behavior is what actually makes me really stupid and crazy, but at least my loved ones won't know that.
or don't.